About the book:
Some promises are made to be broken...Music is my everything.After my parents died when I was a kid, moving into my grandparents’ ramshackle house on a dirt road in Amarillo seemed like a nightmare. Until I stumbled upon my grandfather’s shed full of instruments. My soul lives between the strings of Oz, my secondhand fiddle, and it soars when I play.In Houston, I'm a typical college student on my way to becoming a classically trained violinist headed straight for the orchestra pit. But on the road with my band, Leaving Amarillo, I'm free.We have one shot to make it, and I have one shot to live the life I was meant to. Leaving Amarillo got into Austin Music Fest and everything is riding on this next week. This is our moment.There’s only one problem. I have a secret...One that could destroy everyone I care about.His name is Gavin Garrison and he's our drummer. He's also my brother's best friend, the one who promised he'd never lay a hand on me. He’s the one person I can’t have, and yet he’s the only one I want.One week.One hotel room.I don't know if I can do this.I just know that I have to.
Intrigued by Leaving Amarillo by Caisey Quinn?
It's not out until March 2015.
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It's not out until March 2015.
If you can't wait, read on for an excerpt!!
Plus...there's a giveaway opportunity if you keep reading on!
For
a long time I knew he only saw me as Dallas’s little sister. I used to have
frizzy hair and knobby knees and a chest as flat as both boys. But somewhere
along the way, I changed. I’m having a hard time convincing myself that he
really sees me for who I am now. Maybe he still sees knobby knees, frizzy hair,
and freckles on my shoulders.
His
eyes narrow and he shakes his head. No.
“Don’t. Don’t do that to me. I just told you. You know why.”
I
frown involuntarily while swallowing the knot of emotion that’s rising steadily
in my throat. “How could I possibly know? You treat me like we’re related most
of the time. You put your hands on random waitresses right in front of me. You
sleep with anything that moves. Except me. I tell you how I feel and you can’t get
rid of me fast enough.”
Suddenly
Gavin is a burning man, coming toward me with angry gleaming eyes. He steps
into the room, forcing me back against the wall. The door slams heavily behind
him, and he braces his arms on either side of my head. I’ve only seen him this
worked up when playing his drums. My heart morphs into a hummingbird inside my
ribcage. It’s trapped and wants to escape. Desperately.
His
words come out with force that would shove me backward if there were anywhere
for me to go. “As flattering as your honest opinion of me is, how about you
just tell me what the hell you want from me so we can both get on with our
lives. You want to hold hands and go steady, Bluebird? Because I gotta say,
you’re not as smart as I thought you were if you’re looking for that from me.”
I
jerk my chin upward, faking a confidence I don’t have but refusing to let him
intimidate me. “Did you sleep with that waitress? I want to know.”
He
snorts out a harsh humorless laugh. “No you don’t.”
“I
do. Tell me the truth.” I look up into his eyes, praying the answer is no.
Something about that specific waitress is really bothering me. Maybe because I
saw their initial flirtation or maybe because of what she said to me in the
ladies room. I don’t know. I’m well aware of the fact that he’s been with
countless women, but somehow this one feels different. More personal. Because
this time, he knew how I felt and if he slept with her anyways, then he
actively chose her over me. “Please,” I add to my already pathetic plea.
He
releases me from my forearm prison and throws both of his hands into his hair.
I inhale a much-needed breath and relax just a little. Until he slams a palm
against the wall. I flinch, only because it startled me, but I can see in his
wounded expression that he believes he scared me. As if I could ever be afraid
of him.
“No,
okay? No I didn’t sleep with her. There, you happy now?”
“Well
you’re obviously not. If you were going to be so upset about it, why didn’t you
just go ahead and do her?”
“You
gotta be fucking kidding me,” he says, raising his voice a few decibels shy of
shouting. “Which is it? You want me to have screwed her or not?”
I’m
all wound up, like the toys from my childhood. The ones with the knobs you turn
and turn, winding so tight the spinny thing breaks and falls off. I’m confused
and hurt and angry and turned the hell on in a way I can’t even process. The
combination is more than I can handle rationally. I take a page from his broody
book and let my palm smack the wall behind me. It stings so I clench it shut.
The pain distracts me and I blurt out the truth.
“No,
I don’t want you to have screwed her. I don’t want you to screw anyone!”
His
reaction is wide-eyed shock and disbelief. “Anyone?
Christ, you want me to be celibate? Do you hate me or something?”
Licking
my lips, I take several deep breaths in an attempt to calm down. It almost
works. “I want you,” I begin slowly before taking another deep breath. “To not
engage in foreplay in front of my face.”
He
opens his mouth to respond—most likely to deny that he did that tonight—but I
place my trembling fingers against his lips, firmly breaking our ten-year
unspoken no-touching rule. I’d like to take a moment to enjoy the soft, full,
sensuously masculine mouth of his, but there isn’t time. I need to focus all
cylinders of my brain on what I’m trying to say.
“I
told you how I feel, what I want. And I get it. You don’t feel the same way. Or
you won’t act on your feelings. But that doesn’t mean I can switch mine right
off for your convenience. And it doesn’t mean that I’m not jealous, not hurt,
and that I don’t hate, hate, being in
the presence of any woman who is going to have you in a way that I never will.”
I’m
breathing hard, tasting his anxiety and frustration in the air between us.
Removing my fingers from his mouth and placing them on mine, I watch him go to
war with himself.
He
neck loosens, allowing his head to fall forward. Remaining completely still while
he inhales the length of my neck, I swallow hard.
“Tell
me I’ll never have you that way. Tell me to move on and let this go,” I
whisper, needing to hear him say it and terrified that he actually will in
equal measure.
“You’re my best friend.
Growing up, you were my safe place,” he tells me on a ragged breath that seems
to pull the life completely out of both of us. “I don’t want to ruin you,
Bluebird.”Thank you to HarperCollins for the opportunity to take part in this cover reveal!! Happy reading everyone!
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